Something I never had
Do you see me? Do you feel me like I feel you? Called your number, I cannot get through You don't hear me, and I don't understand When I reach out, I don't find your hand Were they wasted words? Did they mean a thing? What about all our precious time? I still feel so in between I keep telling myself, things can turn around with time and if I wait it out, you could always change your mind Like a fairy tale, where it works out in the end Can I close my eyes, have you lying here again? Then I come back down Then I fade back in Then I realize, it's just what might have been Am I shadow on your wall? Am I anything at all? Anything to you? Am I a secret that you keep? Do you dream of me while you sleep, after all? Someday, I just keep pretending that you'll stay, dreaming of a different ending I wanna hold on, but it hurts so bad And how can I keep something, that I never had?