Something I never had

Do you see me?

Do you feel me like I feel you?

Called your number,

I cannot get through

You don't hear me, and I don't understand

When I reach out, I don't find your hand

Were they wasted words?

Did they mean a thing?

What about all our precious time?

I still feel so in between

I keep telling myself, things can turn around with time

and if I wait it out, you could always change your mind

Like a fairy tale, where it works out in the end

Can I close my eyes, have you lying here again?

Then I come back down

Then I fade back in

Then I realize, it's just what might have been

Am I shadow on your wall?

Am I anything at all?

Anything to you?

Am I a secret that you keep?

Do you dream of me while you sleep,

after all?

Someday, I just keep pretending

that you'll stay, dreaming of a different ending

I wanna hold on, but it hurts so bad

And how can I keep something, that I never had?