Sudah...

Memuja berhala, konon tak ada gunanya

Memuja kekuatan percaya, konon buta tak mengerti apa artinya

Memuja memvisualisasikan, kala tak tampil apa wujudnya

Ku memujamu seperti halnya di atas

Membaca mantra suci pertolongan

Mantra penyelamatku berubah menjadi namamu sudah

Namamu selalu menamai label pikiranku

Sesering ku membaca mantra

Sesering ku mengingat namamu, dirimu

Setiap hari, tak terlewatkan seharipun

Merindukanmu sudah...


Dear you, the Alfa and Omega of my day

Comments

Post a Comment

Popular posts from this blog

I can't break it to my heart

If it's okay, I will leave the bed light on.  and place your water glass where it belongs. And if it's alright,  I will lie awake at night,  pretending i am curled up at your side. You see how I am circling in these patterns?  how I am living, out of memories?  I am still a long way from accepting it,  that there's just no you and me. Did I commit a crime?  I won't believe that loving you was just a waste of time.  or was it in my head, that I am reading into things that you never said?  Because I still don't have the answers,  to why we couldn't work it out. I want to think it's something that I did,  so I can turn it back around.  I want to convince myself,  that we're perfect in every single way. As long as I can keep the truth away,  from my heart. If I still believe that you love me,  maybe I will survive.  So I tell myself you're coming home,...
Read more

Sonnet XVII

I do not love you as if you were salt-rose, or topaz, or the arrow of carnations the fire shoots off. I love you as certain dark things are to be loved, in secret, between the shadow and the soul. I love you as the plant that never blooms but carries in itself the light of hidden flowers; thanks to your love a certain solid fragrance, risen from the earth, lives darkly in my body. I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where. I love you straightforwardly, without complexities or pride; so I love you because I know no other way than this: where I does not exist, nor you, so close that your hand on my chest is my hand, so close that your eyes close as I fall asleep. D, I love you
Read more