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Do you see me? Do you feel me like I feel you? Called your number, I cannot get through You don't hear me, and I don't understand When I reach out, I don't find your hand Were they wasted words? Did they mean a thing? What about all our precious time? I still feel so in between I keep telling myself, things can turn around with time and if I wait it out, you could always change your mind Like a fairy tale, where it works out in the end Can I close my eyes, have you lying here again? Then I come back down Then I fade back in Then I realize, it's just what might have been Am I shadow on your wall? Am I anything at all? Anything to you? Am I a secret that you keep? Do you dream of me while you sleep, after all? Someday, I just keep pretending that you'll stay, dreaming of a different ending I wanna hold on, but it hurts so bad And how can I keep something, that I never had?

FEUDALISM : you have two cows. your lord takes some of the milk. PURE SOCIALISM : you have two cows. the government takes them and puts them in a barn with everyone else's cows. you have to take care of all the cows. the government gives you as much milk as you need. BUREAUCRATIC SOCIALISM : you have two cows. the government takes them and puts them in a barn with everyone else's cows. they are cared for by ex-chicken farmers. you have to take care of the chickens the government took from the chicken farmers. the government gives you as much milk and as many eggs as the regulations say you should need. FASCISM : you have two cows. the government takes both, hires you to take care of them, and sells you the milk. PURE COMMUNISM : you have two cows. your neighbors help you take care of them, and you all share the milk. RUSSIAN COMMUNISM : you have two cows. you have to take care of them, but the government takes all the milk. DICTATORSHIP : you hav

Sudah hampir 4 bulan ketiadaanmu di sisi. Sampai saat kau menyapaku dalam surat singkat. Mengagetkan. namun jujur, euphoria yang kurasa. Entah apa maksudmu. Entah apa tujuanmu. Tapi yang kutahu, aku melayang. Aku terlena akan perkataanmu. Mendengar suaramu lagi, adalah hadiah terindah. Kuingin membuka hatiku lagi. Kuingin ada kau lagi di sini. Tapi kumemaksa diri untuk sadar. Mungkin semua hanya bualan. Mungkin semua hanya untuk kesenangan sementaramu. Yah, kumelihat realita. Dan kutahu. Semuanya palsu. everyone worths second chance, but not third chance - dearest friend, Alvin Tjahyadi.

Dia. termenung di sana. tanpa kata. tanpa gerak. berharap ada di dunia yang statis. di kursi taman. bersandar pada seorang saja. dikelilingi bunga berwarna-warni. dengan rumah-rumah manis didominasi warna putih. dan tentu saja. tiada yang berubah. tetap seperti itu. seperti saat itu. Ketika sang wanita bisa menutup mata tanpa takut kehilangan. Ketika dia bisa merasakan hembusan nafas sang lelaki. Detak jantungnya. gumamannya. lagu nina bobo-nya. Ketika sang lelaki tetap di sana. terus mendekap. dan tak akan berdiri. Dia. termenung di sana. tanpa kata. tanpa gerak. kali ini dengan senggukan. dengan air mata. dengan sesak di dada. dengan erangan karena perihnya hati. Dia. termenung di sana. tanpa kata. tanpa gerak. telah menyadari semuanya. khayalannya. dunia putihnya. dunia statisnya. utopianya.

This boy is just so irresistible. hahha. Yes, he's the new hottie. Fresh and hot. So damn HOT. And he makes Robert Pattinson seems so last year. Yeah, at least for me. He's the one and only. TAYLOR LAUTNER, BABY!!! He's the main focus of girls watching New Moon. He's got this sexy tanned skin. His sincere warm eyes. And don't forget his muscles!!! WOW!! I've always been a fan of tanned boys, so Robert Pattinson hasn't fully charmed me in the first place. Then suddenly, this boy came in. and I was like. "What? Robert Pattinson? Who?" hahha *agak lebai memang* But seriously, girls. How can you possibly resist this:   Wow! Totally. hahha. Heard the rumour that he's now with Taylor Swift. Well, she's such a lucky bitch, isn't she?

What do you feel after you pick a new plastic bag, throw away the old one, use lots of tissue papers, throw away some, turn on the water tap and turn on the lamps even in the evening? Don't you feel that a greater danger is waiting for you? Not too close, not too far. It could be behind you, or next to you. Look around! Don't you think that a kitten is just not yet a cat? And a baby tiger is just not yet a giant tiger? It might keep silent now, but then?  Who knows? What do you feel when you choose to give up? Don't you see a future is in the palm of your hand? And when you cut it off, you let your future go? It might be okay now, but in the next 10 years? You might realize that you had chosen the wrong path. Keep awake! Well well, Earth is not earth, without human. Human is not human, without mistake. Errare humanum est. It's true that I wasn't an environmentalist. I used to use water arbitrarily. But it's not

Kelam itu gamang jika sendirian sekarang hujan kunjung reda dan kau hadiahkan angin membasuhku dengan dingin Sunyi itu indah maka bisikmu ada dan sekarang Kau tiada, seperti malam kenapa bayangmu datang?

The 2010 FIFA World Cup is the 19th FIFA World Cup, the premier international association football tournament. it's being held in South Africa, beginning on 11 June and scheduled to conclude on 11 July 2010. the tournament is the culmination of a qualification process that began in August 2007 and involved 204 of the 208 FIFA national teams. off the field, the 2010 finals have been notable for introducing the sound of the vuvuzela, a long horn blown by fans throughout matches, into international public consciousness. the official mascot for the 2010 World Cup is Zakumi, an anthropomorphised leopard with green hair, presented on 22 September 2008. His name comes from "ZA" (the international abbreviation for South Africa) and the term kumi, which means "ten" in various African languages. the mascot's colours reflect those of the host nation's playing strip – yellow and green. Zakumi's birthdate coincides with a day known and celebrated as Y

Sebuah lantunan dunia memberi banyak pesan Mengingat pesan dulu itulah sebutan orang dengan kenangan Sebuah lantunan musik damai, menari-narilah hati di sebuah dunia khayalan Variasi musik mengelantur hingga keramaian, membawa sepucuk hati melambai-lambai Memutar sebuah musik bisa saja berbagai cara Tetapi memutar sebuah hati hanya ada sedikit cara Tendengar lirik lagu layak mendengar sebuah irama yang datang Tak mengerti apa arti Tak mengerti apa suasana Tak mengerti apa filosofi Apa sebernarnya dari sang artis membawa berbagai arti pesan Pesan yang hanya dimengerti oleh sang penulis lirik Layaknya ku menulis sebuah puisi Puisi yang dibaca dengan kesadaran Apa arti sebenarnya hanya ada di dalam hati Jadi bacalah puisi ini dengan hati, Karena puisi ini ku tulis untuk seseorang yang menginginkan dengan hati Lama tak jumpa tetap saja hanya sebuah waktu tak akan berubah Jarak yang jauh hanya sebuah parameter gerak Habis hubungan hanya sebuah kisah cer

Wohoo! karate kid is highly recommended! I watched it with my mother and brother. It was a good time because I can barely go hangout with them. Yeah, I was a lil bit sad because that was the first time I didn't go to the cinema without you after breaking up. I really can’t deny when I miss you so much. No matter what I do, even if i try not to be affected, I just can’t! but I do know that I'm absolutely OK right now. no need to think about him again, Riri! Cheer up! :)

Dear my old flame, Thanks for treating me so rude. Thanks for dictating my life. Thanks because you've hurt me this much. Thanks for every pain you give to my life. Thanks for making me weep for you every night. Thanks for every illogical reason. Thanks for every lie. You know what? I'm really shocked to hear the truth. I used to trust you and believe what you said to me. I never knew that you would be this bad. Anyway, thanks for every sweet memories. But I know that you're not good enough for me and you know you gotta go. you. gotta. go.

Here are some photos from Nevil's sweet 17th. it was great though. :) Thank you, my friends.