I can't break it to my heart
If it's okay, I will leave the bed light on. and place your water glass where it belongs. And if it's alright, I will lie awake at night, pretending i am curled up at your side. You see how I am circling in these patterns? how I am living, out of memories? I am still a long way from accepting it, that there's just no you and me. Did I commit a crime? I won't believe that loving you was just a waste of time. or was it in my head, that I am reading into things that you never said? Because I still don't have the answers, to why we couldn't work it out. I want to think it's something that I did, so I can turn it back around. I want to convince myself, that we're perfect in every single way. As long as I can keep the truth away, from my heart. If I still believe that you love me, maybe I will survive. So I tell myself you're coming home, like you've done a million times.