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That woman can be everything to me. A friend, a motivator, a mother, a role model. That woman always know how to calm the storm in my heart. That woman understands my silence and my tears. That woman sincerely cried when I left. That woman is someone whom I enjoy shopping with. That woman makes me always look forward to holiday when I can meet her. That woman gave me self confidence when everyone only likes my brother. If only, if only, that kind of woman is my mother.

If it's okay, I will leave the bed light on.  and place your water glass where it belongs. And if it's alright,  I will lie awake at night,  pretending i am curled up at your side. You see how I am circling in these patterns?  how I am living, out of memories?  I am still a long way from accepting it,  that there's just no you and me. Did I commit a crime?  I won't believe that loving you was just a waste of time.  or was it in my head, that I am reading into things that you never said?  Because I still don't have the answers,  to why we couldn't work it out. I want to think it's something that I did,  so I can turn it back around.  I want to convince myself,  that we're perfect in every single way. As long as I can keep the truth away,  from my heart. If I still believe that you love me,  maybe I will survive.  So I tell myself you're coming home,  like you've done a million times.

What was it like to love him? It was like being exhumed, and brought to life in a flash of brilliance. What was it like to be loved in return? It was like being seen after a perpetual darkness, to be heard after a lifetime of silence. What was it like to lose him? There was a long pause before I responded: It was like hearing every goodbye ever said to me--said all at once.

I remember the first time I heard your voice. I can still remember telling you how soothing I found it, how much it calmed me. It still does, even though you are silent, but your words are still very much alive in me. You are my home, even though the door is locked and the lights are off. It is not a choice as much as a beautiful nagging that is nearly impossible to ignore. But I am locked out, left to wander, and I have found myself here. I know I left in a childish fit, and you locked the iron gate so tightly; you had to. Therefore I was left out in the darkness, just me and the shadows that haunted me, the ones that led me away from you to begin with. You left me outside to face them. You would not let me lean on you to deal with them anymore. You are my home because you are the place I choose to return to over and over again. The place that, even it's painful, means the most. You are my home because you have made me who I am, whether you realized what you were do

When simple thing is done in different ways. Twinkle Twinkle Little Star Enjoy, people! :)

This beautiful piece, Trio No. 2 in E-flat major for piano, violin, and violoncello, D. 929 by Franz Schubert was composed for the engagement party of Schubert’s school-friend, Josef von Spaun. I often wonder why I am immensely comfortable with D, I don’t want to use the word ‘love’ here because if I define love based on my definition of love which is to no longer have a hint of selfishness in it, no fear, no dependence, no jealousy nor possessiveness, then certainly what I am feeling towards D is not love. Yet I know that I am immensely comfortable with him. Is it because at most I consider him as my best friend? A friend that causes me to be at ease, relaxed, secure, safe, unworried, contented. A friend that causes me to be happy? But why? And then I understood that it is because of life. It is because he has a deep interest in life, life as a whole, life as a continuity and because life is an ever changing process, so too will our discussions, our thoughts, and ultimat

Some argue that religious life is the best way to live. They claim life without a god is sad and depressing. Statements like “I could not imagine my life without God”, and “My life would be meaningless without God”, are common defenses for a religious life. The following is a list of advantages atheists enjoy over a religious life. Atheists can make moral decisions based on the specific context. Having absolutes like “Thou Shall not Lie” stops people from thinking for themselves and making the right decision based on the situation at hand. In what situation would be okay to lie? Most religious people would say, never. Atheists would disagree. For example: If you were living in Germany hiding Jews in your attic during the holocaust, and Hitler’s Nazis knocked on your door and asked if you were hiding Jews, would it be okay to lie to save the lives of the Jews in your attic? I believe trying to save their lives would the moral and proper choice. Atheists have the power to do what is

Waking up next to you will come true And all the time and space between us we'll go through Pouring Earl Grey tea in the morning cups for two We'll sit on the couch watching tennis match all night long You’re everywhere in my mind, my dreams, my days, my nights Oh, love No more time to think, to leave, to waste, to wait for love It’s you You Listening to Simple Plan's tunes in our living room This is how I define a place called a home It’s me and you by Esterina Maharani. 'Next Grammy Awards, can we watch it together again?'